Ok..
Here’s what I know to be true.
Nothing, absolutely nothing, is certain or promised. I could never have prepared for my yesterday, today was completely unexpected, and I have no real vision of tomorrow.
The past year was something I thought I’d only see in a movie, and my health is something I expected in twenty years, the journey has been incredibly unpredictable, but that is life.
But Jesus.
He has never left my side; he has filled me with the exact amount of strength I need for the day, he fills my mouth with his words, and gives me insight and wisdom I’d never gain without this relationship with Him. Jesus gets me through every moment of this life. We don’t always get to choose the path- when others lay it down for us, how we pick up and carry on depends on who we indeed are on the inside.
Who I am on the inside will never be determined by this world, but by the glory of a God. Our eyes can’t handle, and our minds can’t comprehend. He is a God who loves beyond the limits and boundaries of human love. A God who is entirely available, always punctual, and forever reliable.
His love gives me peace and comfort.
His love fulfills every part of me you will never see.
The me on the inside.
I have no fear- of anyone or anything.
I do not doubt Christ.
I have no resentment or hate for anyone.
I forgive because I am forgiven.
I love because He first loved me.
Nothing, absolutely nothing, is absolute.
But Jesus.
