Who wins when all is lost?
I bottle up the internal pain and suffering, only sharing with a few. I wear the mask and behavior of normalcy.
I get it now. Life is a constant flow of energy. We breathe in God's love, and we pass it on to others. The endless waterfall is fueled by Him and not by us.
"I am not attracted to you anymore; I do not love you."
I craved belonging. Not to belong to a group, but to belong to something more than mental illness, shame, sadness, and fear.
Prompt Word: Sense What's ahead?
We fight anxiety from within. As a believer, that means Jesus is already there.
Prompt Word: Person Who I am.
First is really last.
Then, she guessed my age, "What are you, almost 40?" (Bless her little heart!)
"Well, a bit past 40."
"Oh, then, it's time. Isn't it fun. Once you hit 40, things go downhill."