I tried to be the strong warrior for all, in fact my words were still fierce and meaningful. Unfortunately, the auto pilot mechanism of helping others, never applied to me.
When anxiety tramples your night.
God's love will lead us to step aside. His parenting must come first.
..take this world, and give me Jesus..
Self-reliance apart from Christ, is prison to self. We were freed from that long ago.
I drown alone, despairing
"Let your soul breathe."
Though I prayed and prayed, there was no miracle. This was my new life. I had to accept it and learn how to just be.
A prayer of surrender. Are you willing?
You see, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. In many cases, I assumed I could 'fix' the world because I know I have that power. But I cannot.
Surrendering everything is not exactly the picture we see when using the pants on remark. Typically, we imagine becoming a tough "chick,” shoulders back, maybe our nose even a bit pointed up. We roll back those sleeves, and maybe some even 'spit'! It is like a green light that suddenly flashes and we throw down the gas and go!