I don't want to be this person. This early aging woman. I don't know how to change this trajectory, or how to embrace it.
I worked through the mystery of saying goodbye years ago. Those were difficult days. I was lost in the differences between my two roles-mom to kids and mom to adults. I'm no longer confused.
Without loyalty and respect in the center of all actions, you are not practicing self-reliance or independence. Without those essential parts, you are practicing selfishness.
Walking through the middle years and learning much along the way.
Don't lose sight of your marriage while in the marriage. One day you will appreciate that you held on.
What is wrong with people? Man Almighty, they challenge me to be kind, they do!