Every night I thought of the guns, or pills, or even the rafters in the garage. I thought of dying more than I thought of living. Death just seemed easier. It may sound selfish to someone on the outside, it may be, but my will to live was slipping away.
Bipolar Life- Runaway
..and you're left quiet, because the alternative would probably be bad, and not your style...
Bipolar Life-Fire Within
What do we face with bipolar? We face deep depression. We also face sky high mania. Addictions that only rear their ugly head in the center of a manic episode. Alcohol, drugs, sex, attention, adrenaline.. We face anxiety. We face fear. We face the many complex parts of ourselves we wish didn't exist. There's only one way we are capable of doing this.
Bipolar Life- Lifted
..I hate the feeling of inadequacy and failure, at everything. Satan always coming at us through our weakest points. Even those small, unimportant things, like not vacuuming. FAIL...