The overwhelming source of 'sin' being laid on me by Satan himself was a sham. He used my compassion, empathy, and sorrow against me. The devil wanted me to soak in the loss of His game. He was happy watching me suffer for something I did not do. Even my anger became his play toy. Justifying it just as he did depression, sadness, remorse, and every other emotion and feeling I used to batter my soul.
Their Addiction- My Journey- A Confusing Truth
Within addiction, I grasp the realness of a complex problem. Outside of addiction, in the every day hurt of drinking enough to hurt those around you, I am lost.
Lost & Found- Recreating an Empty Shell
I get it now. Life is a constant flow of energy. We breathe in God's love, and we pass it on to others. The endless waterfall is fueled by Him and not by us.
Bipolar Life- The Journal #51, “War Against Anxiety”
We fight anxiety from within. As a believer, that means Jesus is already there.
Lost & Found- “It’s Part of Life”
Then, she guessed my age, "What are you, almost 40?" (Bless her little heart!)
"Well, a bit past 40."
"Oh, then, it's time. Isn't it fun. Once you hit 40, things go downhill."
Daily Dose-Mental Health Devotional for Inclusion
I remember walking into the church for the first time with a sense that I didn't belong there. My life was a mess, I was a single mother of two, near destitute, mentally broken, unstable, and a sinner beyond sinners.
Lost & Found- I’m the Other Woman
Am I willing to accept the flirting, and affection, and intimacy knowing I remain the other woman? Because that is what I am setting myself up to do.
Poetry- Beauty Stays
Will you choose to see it?
Lost & Found-Walking Out of the Trance
I am a strong woman, I was stronger than ever in a trance like state, but I couldn't bare the weakness and fear any longer.