Just some random thoughts in my unkept mind.
"I am not attracted to you anymore; I do not love you."
My mental illness may challenge us, major medical issues challenge many relationships. BUT, they NEVER define them. We press on together, as one, even when one needs space and time alone.
Only other women who've dealt with the pain of pornography would understand. I desire a fresh start but I fear a fresh start.
When I am experiencing the world, God is calling me to experience him.
Don't lose sight of your marriage while in the marriage. One day you will appreciate that you held on.