as the shade of day fights to hold on.. yellow fades and in comes a misty blue..
We are incapable of such forgiveness without God. When you chose Christ, you chose the Spirit to live within you, and it is that Spirit that brings us through our pain and circumstances into a complete forgiveness- over and over.
What I found through this intentional journey was that I wasn't building a bridge to close the gap, but I was building a bridge to the other side, away from the fear, the chaos. And when I crossed that bridge- I burned it down!
For what I saw that particular night was exactly how I imagine my Father in heaven loving me- Always having one hand holding me, and his eyes always upon me.
I could see her veins through her paper thin skin, I could see her little lungs working so hard to gain oxygen, and I could feel my heart pound at the love I felt for that little someone that I just met. She weighed all of 1 lb. 11 oz., and all I heard over and over from the nurses and many doctors working tirelessly by her side was, "She is doing great!"..."I can't believe how well she is doing.."
It didn't take long before the mania and depression collided, leaving me in one of the worst states I'd ever experienced. Locked behind doors of a mental hospital, I never felt more alone.
https://www.youtube.com/embed/YsniK4e3xkU?version=3 I may not be able to help them all, but I can help this one. via August 12 – This One — THE RIVER WALK
Create beauty, from trash left behind. There, before you know it, Is a priceless one of a kind.
We want this peace to permeate the land, for every man to be treated equally, for every kindness to be offered to every individual- unless you don't agree with their opinion. Then everyone better grab a shield and duck from the word grenades and insults that are thrown like flaming arrows!
One by one their lives and their spirals and my presence changed. They have their own lives and I'm just a small part of it, maybe much smaller than I ever realized.